Should I ?

sigh , i'm not sure if i want to go to the camp , can't believe , my father actually got mad at me .

damn , sigh sigh . i don't know what should i do , should i go ? or should i study hard and show him ? show everybody ?

i'm just lonely , i don't have anything anymore .

i only got talent , and that's all i have .

if that's all it takes to get to win the dance competition , i'd do so , but unfortunately no ,

we have to have heart . will .

sigh , i thought today will be a fine day , but dad , turned it around .

i know what's his saying is true but not all of it , who said you need good education to be a USEFUL person . what am i now ? i'm more useful then half the people in the world , can't my parents see ? that i'm probably , more of a arts person , not some science guy shit . everybody destined for something . can't be perfect . if i'm good in studies , i'm perfect .

a perfect idiot . reading anime comics , wish me luck tomorrow !