ADUI

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Hey , Today was A musical day .
I learned a lot , from myself that is . :) baba .
Recorded , 5 videos today . OHMAIGOD .
my voice haven't reach it's limit anyways , hahaha .
oh yeah , ima in a realtionship .
and i haven't do my KOMSAS , mati weih !!!!!!! .
I'M SO HEARTBROKEN . :( SIGH .
ironic uh .


Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

DON'TKNOWWHATTOWRITE .

omg , it seems like i've lost interest in writing blogs AGAIN .
but thanks to denise , SUPPORT my blog . hahah .
yesterday was a damn nice day .
perform here and there until my voice damn suck adi .
the PA system was like omg . haih .
if only it was better .
well , the teacher who i hoped to be there , was not around ,. :(

after school , went danau permai , swimming with buddies , it was quite nice until that stupid GUARD . takes away our fun . yeeesh .
damn , since morning , i've been fooling aound with mixcraft . :)
it's like omg , one of the sample is with DENISE . SOLO ><
i don't know how it sounds on other computer . haha .

i really don't know what to write , oh yeah , there's this hot girl that's like omg , she likes me ............. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X)
LINDA is the new girl in my heart , my mind . hahaha . can't believe i t came out . oh no > <
anyway , i'll try to UPDATE like , everyday , but my blog sucks like shit , i malas go decorate and shit > < baiiiiiiiiiii

DAMN .

i'm just a lonely person nowadays , i have to do a lot of stuff . and still not achieve what i want .
i just can't love the girl i loved , even if she loves me too . I just can't make her happy .
Everyone around me doesn't seem to understand , what i'm going trough .
i'm really sorry , i apologize to some of my friends , if i'm being really rude these recent days , this loneliness makes me not me . :( sorry .

I really want to perform for teachers day , they told me got audition today , but then suddenly don't have . :( sigh , my last year , i have to do my own composed song .
ms . jac , i really need to do this .