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Hey , Today was A musical day .
I learned a lot , from myself that is . :) baba .
Recorded , 5 videos today . OHMAIGOD .
my voice haven't reach it's limit anyways , hahaha .
oh yeah , ima in a realtionship .
and i haven't do my KOMSAS , mati weih !!!!!!! .
I'M SO HEARTBROKEN . :( SIGH .
ironic uh .


Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

DON'TKNOWWHATTOWRITE .

omg , it seems like i've lost interest in writing blogs AGAIN .
but thanks to denise , SUPPORT my blog . hahah .
yesterday was a damn nice day .
perform here and there until my voice damn suck adi .
the PA system was like omg . haih .
if only it was better .
well , the teacher who i hoped to be there , was not around ,. :(

after school , went danau permai , swimming with buddies , it was quite nice until that stupid GUARD . takes away our fun . yeeesh .
damn , since morning , i've been fooling aound with mixcraft . :)
it's like omg , one of the sample is with DENISE . SOLO ><
i don't know how it sounds on other computer . haha .

i really don't know what to write , oh yeah , there's this hot girl that's like omg , she likes me ............. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X)
LINDA is the new girl in my heart , my mind . hahaha . can't believe i t came out . oh no > <
anyway , i'll try to UPDATE like , everyday , but my blog sucks like shit , i malas go decorate and shit > < baiiiiiiiiiii

DAMN .

i'm just a lonely person nowadays , i have to do a lot of stuff . and still not achieve what i want .
i just can't love the girl i loved , even if she loves me too . I just can't make her happy .
Everyone around me doesn't seem to understand , what i'm going trough .
i'm really sorry , i apologize to some of my friends , if i'm being really rude these recent days , this loneliness makes me not me . :( sorry .

I really want to perform for teachers day , they told me got audition today , but then suddenly don't have . :( sigh , my last year , i have to do my own composed song .
ms . jac , i really need to do this .

LEADERSHIP .

today was one of the another amazing days in choir ; )
performed at Tropicana Club House . PAID . 250 ++ audience o.o
awesome . the crowd was okay until heal the world . nobody's paying attention . X)
but the feeling that i'm singing on stage , is damn awesome .
sigh , the place was damn huge . the houses there are like from another planet , the architecture and shit . :D well , with houses like that , that area is very high priced .

i came back home , tired . internally and externally . but no matter what , it was a great evening . :) photos will be uploaded later . in FACEBOOK :)

FAIL . DESPAIR .

sigh , i guess i have failed . but it's not a complete failure . She's still my sister .:) as well as other small girls :)
and , Bowie Seng , probably hates me right now , which is the last thing i ever want to happen . i'm so bored , sad , in despair , lonely .
school sucks , nothing ever works for me since , the day satria won . :(
anyway , these post sucks like shit . cause everything does . i thought everything would be fine . but it wasn't as i thought .

tomorrow's my next performance , in tropicana club and resort . this time i'll make sure someone take pictures and take a nice video :)

:) and :(

OMG , yesterday was one of my best days in my life , yet .
my first ever professional performance , may not be alone , but with the
Philharmonic Selangor Society . :)
After soundcheck , there's a capoeira act , after that a small workshop , i can' t believe i actually go there lansi !! i do hanstand , and all split , omg , i can't believe .
i was sweating like shittttt . > <
here are some pictres from yesterday :)

SATRIA . HERO .

All my high school years i've waited for this moment .
can't believe our house finally won . for the last 15 years , it's only blue house .
and i thought we'd be suckish this year . guess what, we were wrong .
we actually did great . and i've been wondering , HOW in the HELL blue house in SECOND place . they didn't win any . in fact . sigh , nevermind .
tomorrow is the day of jubilation .

hope to win olahragawan : ) three marvelous golds , one silver enough to put me through . :) i'm going to be the spotlight of the event : ) my last year , that's what counts :) make it count :)